Like every year, from Jan 1 2015 I have been taking notes on my BoyToys and robots noting every little thing that would help them advance to Pink or Black Book.. I have written down every single gift/tribute they sent, every session the booked, phone calls and of course all failures to obey as well. It is not only about the $ spent but the level of loyalty and obedience they show towards me. It is hard to qualify for Pink book, even harder to be placed in Black book, so if you are not there this year, hope it... Read more →


How great is that sissy Samantha? 1st post of mine in 2018 and about you? Do not get too giddy! I thought it would be a perfect shout out to your devotion and entrapment equally, for the past 6 years of your service as my pet sissy in training. 6 years ago we met when you found my foot fetish videos on youtube and you followed my directions to my website and found a NiteFlirt link to call! I still remember how nervous you were , but we has such a great conversation! Through these 6 years you had ups... Read more →


Top September 2016 Good job in September making me happy my puppets! I won the #2 in Miss September Title for the most credits on DHL that month. This is the 7th month I am going to rank my best puppets. This time and from now on I am not going to reveal the numbers though. I decided it is not necessary. I created $ levels instead. I intend to regularly update my website with new ranking post each month, to acknowledge my best submissive girls and boys and let you know where you stand. Ranking is based on amount... Read more →


Top August 2016 Good job in August making me happy my puppets! I won the #2 in Miss August Title for the most credits on DHL that month. This is the 6th month I am going to rank my best puppets. This time and from now on I am not going to reveal the numbers though. I decided it is not necessary. I created $ levels instead. I intend to regularly update my website with new ranking post each month, to acknowledge my best submissive girls and boys and let you know where you stand. Ranking is based on amount... Read more →


Top July 2016 Royal Birthday Month! Good job in July making me happy my puppets! I won the Miss July Title for the most credits on DHL that month. This is the 5th month I am going to rank my best puppets. This time and from now on I am not going to reveal the numbers though. I decided it is not necessary. I created $ levels instead. I intend to regularly update my website with new ranking post each month, to acknowledge my best submissive girls and boys and let you know where you stand. Ranking is based on... Read more →


Top June 2016 Good job in June making me happy my puppets! I won the Miss June Title for the most credits on DHL that month. This is the 4th month I am going to rank my best puppets. This time and from now on I am not going to reveal the numbers though. I decided it is not necessary. I created $ levels instead. I intend to regularly update my website with new ranking post each month, to acknowledge my best submissive girls and boys and let you know where you stand. Ranking is based on amount spent in... Read more →


Top May 2016 Good job in May making me happy my puppets! I won the Miss May Title for the most credits on DHL that month. This is the 3rd month I am going to rank my best puppets. This time and from now on I am not going to reveal the numbers though. I decided it is not necessary. I created $ levels instead. I intend to regularly update my website with new ranking post each month, to acknowledge my best submissive girls and boys and let you know where you stand. Ranking is based on amount spent in... Read more →


Top 10 April 2016 Good job in April making me happy my puppets! This is the 2nd month I am going to rank my best puppets. This time and from now on I am not going to reveal the numbers though. I decided it is not necessary. I created $ levels instead. I intend to regularly update my website with new ranking post each month, to acknowledge my best submissive girls and boys and let you know where you stand. Ranking is based on amount spent in that particular month ( total for DHL, NF, Amazon and so on) and... Read more →


It has been a while since I posted an update on my boys and pet their heads , good boy, good girl, well done.. But that doesn't mean I do not notice the efforts you put in making me happy with you.. I keep taking notes on your achievements and failures, do not worry, it has always been tracked. The updates below are not in any specific order, just randomly selected boys I write about so if you are not mentioned keep coming back for future updates and perhaps you need to impress me a bit more? andy drunk pig... Read more →


Like every year, from Jan 1 2014 I have been taking notes on my BoyToys and robots noting every little thing that would help them advance to Pink or Black Book.. I have written down every single gift/tribute they sent, every session the booked, phone calls and of course all failures to obey as well. It is not only about the $ spent but the level of loyalty and obedience they show towards me. It is hard to qualify for Pink book, even harder to be placed in Black book, so if you are not there this year, hope it... Read more →


From Jan 1 2013 I have been taking notes on my BoyToys and robots noting every little thing that would help them advance to Pink or Black Book.. I have written down every single gift/tribute they sent, every session the booked, phone calls and of course all failures to obey as well. It is not only about the $ spent but the level of loyalty and obedience they show towards me. It is hard to qualify for Pink book, even harder to be placed in Black book, so if you are not there this year, hope it is a motivation... Read more →


Musings from Sissy Samantha Hello, Sissy Samantha here, grateful and fortunate to be owned by Mistress Lilyan. I say this because I had a really crazy idea recently. Mistress was on vacation for several weeks and when she returned she was on camera only once before being overtaken by illness. Yes, even our beautiful and brilliant Queen sometimes falls victim to the limitations of the human body, even a body as sublime as Hers. In any case my thought was, in light of Her extended absence, perhaps I should try to slowly wean myself off of this Goddess addiction. What... Read more →


by Sissy Samantha A Divine Experience I recently attended "I Am Divine", a wonderful documentary on the life and times of Harris Glenn Milstead, a.k.a., Divine. Divine was something of a cult star, playing female roles in many of John Waters' films, from the latter part of the 1960's until 1988's Hairspray. I also learned that Divine had starring roles in several Off Broadway plays in the 1970's, and has a number of albums to her credit as well. But for me personally this was such a fun night, as I went out in full Divine drag!! And what a... Read more →


Time to reveal the winners of my Semi Annual Challenge combined with Victoria's Secret ! all of my puppets had a chance to participate and I got truly spoiled! Here is the anouncing post , if you did not read it before. I received fabulous gifts, from lingerie to clothing and cosmetics. Participants were very good when it comes to sizes and colors, I was very very pleased and I am excited to reward the winners! Rewards: I am happy and spoiled! The Super Shopper SISSY SAMANTHA with most savings of $469.67 !! wins 2 h of my time online... Read more →


I am so proud of my Sissy Samantha and her progress ! Read her own words below . Samantha's Journey-- Shopping I've never been a huge fan of shopping. Just get in, get what I need, and get out. But as Samantha it's quite a different story. I love looking at dresses and skirts, blouses and shoes, both online and even in stores. So much fun!!!! I have yet to actually try anything on in store, but I suspect I will eventually. I certainly have no hesitation browsing through the women's departments and holding various items up to my body.... Read more →


Sissy wrote: I love the feel and look of women's clothing, and I always have. But I suppressed those sissy desires for a very long time. But, with the help of the incomparable Mistress Lilyan, the sissyfication project is under way. Mistress is guiding me through the inevitable feminization process, and Samantha is bursting out in all her pink glory!! We have had two sessions so far, and I look forward to more. I do not know where Mistress will lead me, but I am a most willing follower of my Queen. Stay tuned for the further adventures of Sissy... Read more →


I think Sissy Samantha earned another shout out! Look at her! The wardrobe changes, her variety of outfits is growing , I am proud of my sissy. Shaves legs feel so much better when you put pantyhose or stockings on, all of you sissies should do that. sissy loves PINK and most of her clothes are pink and pretty~ The first time I saw sissy on camera she wore pretty light pink tutu dress. OMG I loved it! Sissy was so girly and giggly,Excited about shoing off .. She would walk in her high heels , show of a nice... Read more →


I LOVE getting emails form Sissy Samantha letting me know she is enjoying her sissy life . Shaved legs feel so good, I am proud of sissy .. Sissies should shave. Period! No excuses. Chest hair and bikini too. There should be no hair sticking out when she is wearing sexy panties. Speaking of panties, Sissy Samantha got me some of my wish list. Good girl! Read more →


I have been busy as always, but here is an update , in random order. scotte : Singed a blackmail contract about 3 months ago and has been paying weekly fees like a clockwork. Well he does not have a choice, or I should rather say , to pay is the smart choice:) We went shopping on Victoria Secret a lot! It is one of my favourite stores for casual clothing , great to lounge in and they have some cute and sexy dresses. While we shop I always remind him what his place is and what my plan is... Read more →


2012 BoyToy Report For the 3rd time I took a little break in my busy life to remember 2012 , that has been fabulous for me and many of you who were able to serve me, get to know me , and get closer to me. Just being a part of my website brings you closer, if you read my posts regularly you will have a good idea of who I am. But some of you are lucky to get the honor of hearing my voice, watching me live ..speaking to me, and being seduced deep into my web. I... Read more →


Sissy Samantha has been in her closet for 25 year or so, high time to be out, don't you think? I know how I enjoy this change in J, now Samantha.. I still enjoy J , but Samantha is going to be an important part of his life, and I am helping her to come out. I was shocked when J , who has been serving me for over a year, purchased my sissy assignments! OMG! you can buy the sissy tasks here: I have a plan for this PINK loving sissy , I will PINKIFY her life! Look at... Read more →


OMG I am so busy these days! I dont even know where to start with these updates so they will be random thoughts:) plus some recent pictures. donkee has been serving at my feet in cam sessions several times a week for a month now. in chastity , waiting for my permission to unlock, with a gag ball in his mouth. I noticed he is patient, loyal, humble. good chance to be in my black book for 2013 if this continues. alex serves with his open wallet at my feet regularly in cam sessions , adoring and worshipping my bare... Read more →


Busy Busy!! so just a short update: Joa- still trapped in a blackmail contract , loving the control over this young sub, there is no escape and he knows he has to be obedient . He is like a puppy in love, serving me makes him wag his tail! robbie - paid up his $400 Royal Birthday Blackmail Game fees and has been trapped for good now! I have his full info, personal and business - he now depends on my good mood not to expose him..I could wake up tomorrow , in a really fucked up mood and decide... Read more →


All my loyal puppets, paypiggies, blackmail bitches have done a great job spoiling me this July for my Royal Birthday! I have a BIG SMILE just writing this post and sharing the presents I received.. Yes I could buy myself all of these and more, but receiving them from you feels a LOT better! This year I got some fabulous shoes from hosieryboy; Black Diamonds from adam; patio furniture, sonos system ,lots of make up and other smaller stuff from usedslut; another sonos system and Chopard sunglasses from marco; andy bought me some amazing furniture ( lucite table and chair),chandelier... Read more →


OMG more gifts for Me! Jeweled Victoria's Secret Limited editin Angel perfume - one of my favs! and Dior Addict Be Iconic Limited Edition Kate Moss mirror - from ukrainian tim Dior make up, miniature perfume set from popper! he loves shopping while sniffing his poppers. Fabuloys Melissa Pink pumps from hosieryboy Dior Miss Dior Cherie Perfume from andrew and more from popper- swarovski jeweled hair pins! cuttest ever! welld one boys:) you shure know how to put a smile on my face! Read more →


I enjoy foot fetish and I would say it is one of my specialities. I do understand the fetish very well, I know how addicted one can get to my perfect feet, pedicured toes and royal scent.. the way they look in high stilettos, in heer nylons , or bare in my sandals.. Below: puppet got my worn house shoes , to sniff and worship them.. He owns 3 pairs already, plus some of my worn nylons.. what a treat for that horny addict! I really love speaking to him over the phone, he is so giddy when he hears... Read more →


I want to give special attention to my new puppy that has fallen under my spell and is now under my control. He knows I have the most exquisite feet and legs , that make him weak ...on top of my precious voice of course !! He purchased my used house shoes and a pair of my worn pantyhose, and he was mine! My scent is so intoxicating he easily got addicted.. Now he often indulges in my fabulous scent .. what a lucky puppy! puppy has purchased so many cute pairs of shoes for me! I think he purchased... Read more →


Land O Lakes Cocoa Classics, Chocolate & Raspberry, oh yes I love chocolate raspberry! this is heaven! popper bought it. Olay Daily Facials Hydrating Cleansing Cloths - Normal to Dry 120 Cloths these are a must every night, love them! popper bought them. Yves Saint Laurent Love Umbrella brightens up a rainy day! popper bought it. Godinger FIORI CANDY DISH/RACK from popper. The Acupressure Atlas I want to learn acupressure, got the book from popper. Mind Control Language Patterns oh self explanatory! sin bought it. InStyle (1-year auto-renewal) from den Vivienne Westwood by Melissa Women's Anglomania Ultragirl VI Pump OMG... Read more →


I have so much to update, this is just a preview , a taste of what is coming in near future! I have so much material to write about, and never enough time. my subbies need me so much, I spend hours on the phone, training them, abusing them, doing teamviewer sessions and cam sessions. I know how much some of you love to be exposed, how some of you love to read about my boytoys.. Stay tuned! maybe it is your lucky day and you will be included in this preview? if not, keep checking back! wanking loser from... Read more →