Like every year, from Jan 1 2015 I have been taking notes on my BoyToys and robots noting every little thing that would help them advance to Pink or Black Book.. I have written down every single gift/tribute they sent, every session the booked, phone calls and of course all failures to obey as well. It is not only about the $ spent but the level of loyalty and obedience they show towards me. It is hard to qualify for Pink book, even harder to be placed in Black book, so if you are not there this year, hope it... Read more →


Top September 2016 Good job in September making me happy my puppets! I won the #2 in Miss September Title for the most credits on DHL that month. This is the 7th month I am going to rank my best puppets. This time and from now on I am not going to reveal the numbers though. I decided it is not necessary. I created $ levels instead. I intend to regularly update my website with new ranking post each month, to acknowledge my best submissive girls and boys and let you know where you stand. Ranking is based on amount... Read more →


Top August 2016 Good job in August making me happy my puppets! I won the #2 in Miss August Title for the most credits on DHL that month. This is the 6th month I am going to rank my best puppets. This time and from now on I am not going to reveal the numbers though. I decided it is not necessary. I created $ levels instead. I intend to regularly update my website with new ranking post each month, to acknowledge my best submissive girls and boys and let you know where you stand. Ranking is based on amount... Read more →


Top July 2016 Royal Birthday Month! Good job in July making me happy my puppets! I won the Miss July Title for the most credits on DHL that month. This is the 5th month I am going to rank my best puppets. This time and from now on I am not going to reveal the numbers though. I decided it is not necessary. I created $ levels instead. I intend to regularly update my website with new ranking post each month, to acknowledge my best submissive girls and boys and let you know where you stand. Ranking is based on... Read more →


Top May 2016 Good job in May making me happy my puppets! I won the Miss May Title for the most credits on DHL that month. This is the 3rd month I am going to rank my best puppets. This time and from now on I am not going to reveal the numbers though. I decided it is not necessary. I created $ levels instead. I intend to regularly update my website with new ranking post each month, to acknowledge my best submissive girls and boys and let you know where you stand. Ranking is based on amount spent in... Read more →


Top 10 April 2016 Good job in April making me happy my puppets! This is the 2nd month I am going to rank my best puppets. This time and from now on I am not going to reveal the numbers though. I decided it is not necessary. I created $ levels instead. I intend to regularly update my website with new ranking post each month, to acknowledge my best submissive girls and boys and let you know where you stand. Ranking is based on amount spent in that particular month ( total for DHL, NF, Amazon and so on) and... Read more →


Top 10 March This is the very first Monthly Top 10 and I intend to regularly update my website with new ranking post each month, to acknowledge my best submissive girls and boys and let you know where you stand. Ranking is based on amount spent in that particular month ( total for DHL, NF, Amazon and so on) and the level of your loyalty / sacrifice as well. 1.Steve123 For outstanding $pending , total of $35900 in March. What a good paypig he is! He has been serving me for 2 years now. Regularly and loyally. Truly addicted to... Read more →


Like every year, from Jan 1 2014 I have been taking notes on my BoyToys and robots noting every little thing that would help them advance to Pink or Black Book.. I have written down every single gift/tribute they sent, every session the booked, phone calls and of course all failures to obey as well. It is not only about the $ spent but the level of loyalty and obedience they show towards me. It is hard to qualify for Pink book, even harder to be placed in Black book, so if you are not there this year, hope it... Read more →


Financial Domination runs in my veins

This is second year I am in charge of scotte and its income. Scotte = IT . Not a man. IT is a vulnerable little loser. Born a loser. It's own family is ashamed of him. I offer scotte much needed understanding and support, because I accept IT is a loser and failure. scotte is not a man, and I kill any attempt, any thought of his to consider itself a real man. While abusing scotte mentally ,brainwashing IT on a regular basis, I abuse ITS wallet whenever possible as well. scotte begs for it , like an addict, like... Read more →


From Jan 1 2013 I have been taking notes on my BoyToys and robots noting every little thing that would help them advance to Pink or Black Book.. I have written down every single gift/tribute they sent, every session the booked, phone calls and of course all failures to obey as well. It is not only about the $ spent but the level of loyalty and obedience they show towards me. It is hard to qualify for Pink book, even harder to be placed in Black book, so if you are not there this year, hope it is a motivation... Read more →


I have been training scotte for many months now and I see huge progress. Here are his own words.. Why I should never get Married: Women want real men. I am not a real man, I would feel uncomfortable trying to act like one all the time. My wife and others would see through it and know that something wasn’t right. They might not understand whats happening, but they would know I am not a real man. And look at me like I was some sort of weakling. Maybe eventually she would find out from the porn on my computer... Read more →


When I first met Miss Lilyan I was attracted to her because of the things she described on her website, how she understands submissive, weak men, and how she enjoyed controlling their lives and turning them into her puppets. Some of the things I read scared me, because I had been in a few online D/s relationships before, but they had ended horribly. I never thought I would be able to trust someone again. Yet here I am, 6 months after signing a contract (something I thought I would NEVER do), writing the story of how things have changed, and... Read more →


It is such a turn on to feel how much power I have over scotee. He is such a weakling and pushing him around , melting his mid with weed , just to mold it to my liking.. melting his resistance with my words, taking over his life, putting him on a path I planned for him.. Read for yourself my conversation with him about contract signing. Read more →


A real discussion between my subs in my live chat roomat http://LilyanWebcam.com saber11: how long have you known her sonm? sonm5x: maybe a year now saber11: like popper you are already not the same i bet sonm5x: its true subredman: what does she do to you sonm? sonm5x: i have these signs everywhere sonm5x: all over my apt sonm5x: over 50 now sonm5x: i cant take them down sonm5x: and have to send pics to her so she knows they are up saber11: i just like to know where she gets her ideas sonm5x: they are all brainwashing me subredman:... Read more →


I have been busy as always, but here is an update , in random order. scotte : Singed a blackmail contract about 3 months ago and has been paying weekly fees like a clockwork. Well he does not have a choice, or I should rather say , to pay is the smart choice:) We went shopping on Victoria Secret a lot! It is one of my favourite stores for casual clothing , great to lounge in and they have some cute and sexy dresses. While we shop I always remind him what his place is and what my plan is... Read more →


scotee: humping the floor like a pathetic spineless loser, begging for attention, begging to be used scotee: if i could still be as turned on (and thus manipulatable) i would beg You to castrate me scotee: god i am so pathetic Mistress Lilyan: are the signs up scotee: yes scotee: all of them scotee: even the new ones Mistress Lilyan: crawl from one to the next and read them out loud scotee: or the duplicates scotee: omg scotee: yes Goddess Mistress Lilyan: all of them scotee: yes Godddess scotee: next time You will watch me doing this and hear me... Read more →


Miss Lilyan, please forgive me, i fell asleep early last night, but as soon as i woke up i messaged You and am sending the pics right away. my place is still a total mess but the signs have been up since the first day i moved, i had to move them every now and then because of moving things in, and i still have to put up ictures and things but all the signs are up and i even slept in the cage last night, its all ready for use and my bed isnt even set up yet hahaha!... Read more →


scotee has been seduced into a contract - 12 full months of servitude.. blackmailed or seduced..? One could wonder, maybe both, I think I seduced and brainwashed him slowly to push him into a corner where he had no choice but to sign a contract voluntarily. That's right. I had enough info on him and nothing to lose exposing it, so a smart move is to sign a contract to protect yourself. That is what I always tell my sub boys. Protect yourself with a contract is the smartest thing you can do! Because as means I seem to be... Read more →


OMG I am so busy these days! I dont even know where to start with these updates so they will be random thoughts:) plus some recent pictures. donkee has been serving at my feet in cam sessions several times a week for a month now. in chastity , waiting for my permission to unlock, with a gag ball in his mouth. I noticed he is patient, loyal, humble. good chance to be in my black book for 2013 if this continues. alex serves with his open wallet at my feet regularly in cam sessions , adoring and worshipping my bare... Read more →


from sonm: im such a weakling a spineless pathetic excuse for a man, i was never a man Your power over me is growing faster than i can control it, i feel like i am being consumed please may i pay to chat with You today please? You win, i am losing, i cant stop it i kept dreaming how i was losing control to You, i would wake up and remind myself its only a dream and then fall back asleep and have the same dream over and over part of me, when i woke up, said i need... Read more →


Used slut was so horny and weak on the phone, so happy to be used, he gladly sent $500 directly to my visa! and he did not even hear thank you from me.. au contraire he thanked me to allow him to pay! financial domination with my paypiggies is some of my favorite ways to stay entertained! so if that is your fetish, to be my money slave I have no limits in taking you beyond your limits. All levels of financial slavery are welcome, of course I prefer the extreme financial domination.. slave j had a teamviewer session with... Read more →