From Jan 1 2013 I have been taking notes on my BoyToys and robots noting every little thing that would help them advance to Pink or Black Book.. I have written down every single gift/tribute they sent, every session the booked, phone calls and of course all failures to obey as well. It is not only about the $ spent but the level of loyalty and obedience they show towards me. It is hard to qualify for Pink book, even harder to be placed in Black book, so if you are not there this year, hope it is a motivation... Read more →


2012 BoyToy Report For the 3rd time I took a little break in my busy life to remember 2012 , that has been fabulous for me and many of you who were able to serve me, get to know me , and get closer to me. Just being a part of my website brings you closer, if you read my posts regularly you will have a good idea of who I am. But some of you are lucky to get the honor of hearing my voice, watching me live ..speaking to me, and being seduced deep into my web. I... Read more →


marcello is a new sub who loves to be financially abused and loves to serve! I have not decided if he is going to be a good boytoy, but he already bought me 2 toe rings! Well done marcello.. keep up the good work.. italian loser is so addicted to my beautiful body he is so easy to brainwash and while I hypnotize him with my perfect lingerie, he tells me all about his business and wife! I took so many pictures of him wanking at his work desk, he is forever mine! When he spends his own money, he... Read more →


As promised at the end of the year I have prepared a summary of My good boys for 2010! 1st annual report! Black Book Boy Toys PH, CB, DEN, MARK,TODD The most obedient boytoys in 2011... The category is very ELITE and I require a lot from a Black Book BoyToy! These boys have been very good in 2010, I am impressed and pleased with them..and want to continue training them to make them rise the bar even higher in 2011. Congratulations! Each of my Black Book BoyToys will receive personalized email with My Voice recording congratulating them! Pink Book... Read more →


I need to give credit to CB who has been contributing regularly and I have bought this amazing ring with his ( well MY money) well done boy! Black diamond jewelry has been my latest craze! you know that already if you have been reading My blog regularly.. and if not, then you have a lot to catch up. read the whole blog carefully until you get to know Me. The rings gets attention every time, and everyone asks me who did you get it from..:) I just smile knowingly and say.. it was a gift :) CB has been... Read more →


CB moneyslave

CB has been the most loyal slave ever,I believe its been 10 years now.. I have mentioned him before in my journal.. He owed me some money he promised last month.. and he delivered.. $400 in tributes . GOOD BOY! he is like a little baby, he needs my attention, otherwise he cries and whines.. haha.. he knows his life is nothing without Me so he will do anything to please ..what a good attitude:) Read more →


robbie loves to be used, he knows he is just a wallet to me, but he craves my attention.. he called me the other day to hear my voice, he missed it.. He played my PPV game till the end.. well done.. and then went shopping for Me. That's a good day! Then, he was sent back to work.. to earn more for his greedy Goddess. steve is addicted to my voice, he called again, missing it.. he admitted he has been watching my video and listening to my voice over and over.. that is how I program your brain... Read more →