My cries to be released get ignored but I understand. I am here for Mistresses amusement. She dictates what is happening in my world. She consumes and knows what is right for me. Moments later I think this is the last time I tell myself as I drift back to my normal self. No more poppers after this, no more forced intoxication. A part of me just wants to escape and then Mistress Lilyan grabs hold of me.
She commands me to pour myself a shot followed by another shot.
‘’Sniff, sniff, sniff’’ and I'm easily pulled back into her spell. I fall into a moment of relapse.
A puddle of worthlessness. I lose myself even more. She gives me permission to unlock myself but I still can’t play with myself. A couple of shots and sniffs later Mistress has a full grasp of me. Bound by her voice and spell again she digs further into my mind. Moans burst out as she finally lets me to touch myself. Edge number one.
Edge number two.
Edge number three. Drink and sniff for 15 seconds. Hands off.
I am Mistresses mindless pup. What is mine is hers… She digs deeper into my mind and milks my wallet as she milks my cock. Sniff and Drink. Became sniff and send. Then drink. I am in full relapse mood. I crave more and more. I lose all sense of time and reality. Mistress Lilyan owns me.