and its what makes me weaker, i know i will give up eventually and i also know You are
not like other doms. Once i give up i know its very serious and of course You will know that i understand that
me: I cant wait
steve: oink, felt i needed to oink
again

me: makes u feel good, doesnt it
steve: i will never misuse time with You - i do understand i need to be a piggy as well as well as a sissy cum slut
me: yes , I honestly hope I will have full control over you one day,cock sucking and financially
steve: yes Mistress i hope i find the courage or get coerced into everything i fully deserve
i have been a closet sissy cum whore gagging for cock in secret and simply not getting enough cock in me
me: what scares you tell me
steve: getting found out by friends family and colleagues, having my mind taken where i dont care about anything anymore only serving, i am vulnerable and ripe for the latter
me: well the first is simple to avoid if your obedient
steve: yes and every part of me right now wants to be put in that position - obedience or exposure
and not for 12 months or even with a buy out but for life with not a single get out scenario ever
admittign that and knowing i am just a short step away is what is scary
me: I realize it, especially when you know I am ruthless when needed
steve: its the ruthlessness that is reeling me in, the thought of having to suck cock on demand or get get exposed is something i am not going to be able to resist and the zero get out ever makes the whole thing just even more addictive
me: yet... your not there ready to commit
steve: not quite but its getting harder every single day
me: good to hear
steve: watching more and more sissy hypno videos and sniffing more and more poppers i am losing and i know it
me: haha I hope you lose it
steve: when i do give up please do remind me that its for life and that You will totally fuck me over if i even put one foot out of line
me: oh I will, I have no tolerance for excuses or errors
steve: i am both dreading and looking forward to it
me: I feel that I want to fuck u up as u deserve
steve: i do deserve it, i actually cant see any other future anyway
steve: its too late for me to be anything other than a sissy cumslut and piggy
me: yes , too late, your brain is already adjusted to your sissy cum eating cravings, you can try as hard as you can, but it will never stop
steve: yes Mistress - i have watched too much sissy porn, gone too far, i accept it will never stop only get stronger
watching sissy cum eating now - addicted
me: nothing new haha, do you eat your own cum too
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