A peek into my Royal Email
I watched our session again last evening while I had about 45 minutes of privacy. I watched the beginning one and then watched the first 15 minutes of the last segment.
The result of this is a few things. First, the sense of intense arousal that quickly filled me, physically and mentally, as I watched you expertly extract information from me, coupled with your raw and irresistible sensuality was overwhelming. I will not be too graphic, I will just say certain things happened without my having to touch anything myself.
Second, I am struggling to come to terms with that. I feel somewhat conflicted, a mix of desire for more, a curiosity of how intense the feelings can become, and a fear of more.
And finally, it seems that the results of my watching those clips... With the exception of the parts where I am sneezing ( I hate when that happens), and where I fell off the bed.. (Still have the bruise. lol) Well, the results are that I am anxiously looking forward to our next time together.
Please have a wonderful day!
P.S. Have you given any thought to the short 'brainwash/hypno' mp3 using my name to help me relax to your voice, or to at least, help me get through the time between our sessions?